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Seriously don’t just walk away while I’m in the middle of discussing something with you. Seriously and later when you suddenly want to talk about it again fuck you I’m done.
Anonymous asked: what bout ur boyfr doesnt he help u with shit
Yes and no. I mean it certain issues he does help the best he can, but let’s just say he isn’t always very good at it.
Anonymous asked: are u alright
No not really lol
My head hurts in don’t know what to say or do. Nothing I can say will make things right so I just try to shut up and keep it moving trucking forward, but I get questioned and forced to talk. Things will never get let go and when I have to talk I get yelled at or told I’m wrong and horrible. Don’t ask if you don’t want to know!
Anonymous asked: why dont u post anymore
Life has just been throwing curve ball after curve ball at me and honestly it’s just hard to make time. Soon I hope to have everything square off and have time to post again.
|I've created a monster|
Your boyfriend cries because the mood gets ruined and you decide you’re better off not having sex tonight.
"I am responsible. Although I may not be able to prevent the worst from happening, I am responsible for my attitude toward the inevitable misfortunes that darken life. Bad things do happen; how I respond to them defines my character and the quality of my life. I can choose to sit in perpetual sadness, immobilized by the gravity of my loss, or I can choose to rise from the pain and treasure the most precious gift I have - life itself."
Okay I am difficult. I can be a real son of a bitch manipulative piece of shit asshole. I admit that I know I have many flaws I am in many ways not worth the effort. At the same time I do have some really great qualities that you will not find in many other people. I’m proud to say that! Proud to say that I have qualities that are strongly desired, but my flaws can sometimes out weigh those positive qualities. I realize that. I realize that often, very often actually. The worst part about all of that is, is having to admit that I had found someone that could see right through every flaw and see only the good. Someone that sat there and all they did was pick me up higher and higher every chance they could get. Someone that when I felt like shit and looked like a mess told me stop that you’re beautiful. Don’t hide behind anything just be you be natural. To have lost that person sucks it really really fucking sucks. Someone so powerful that their amazing sweetness and kindness rubbed off on me to pass on to others. So I can make other people feel good. I don’t want that person back. That part of my life has ended and I have begun another new chapter. Ont he inside though I sit here and just hope and pray that one day I will find someone again who will give me that same feeling and make me feel that good because I feel like the goodness he left with me is begging to fade I can’t give that to people anymore. I feel empty and desperate with my emotions lately. All I know how to be is angry, manipulative, and douchey. I just need someone to call me out, shut me down, and build me back up to that glory once again someone. Give me someone I want to fight for.
Why in the fucking hell do people think it is okay to call someone before they have to work while they are trying to sleep just to fucking bitch you out about something they got to drunk to even remember. Like they yell at you for not calling or some shit, but you did or were on the phone they just straight forgot. Then all try want to do is argue with you and make it into your fault. Fuck this shit. Not fucking feeling this right now. Off to work for the day and we will see how I’m feeling by tonight. Deven may not still be the same person. Fuck people it’s me time.
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